It's crazy how times changes

Chapther1

Helt sjukt hur tiden rusar iväg/flyter förbi, utan att man märker av det. Helt plötsligt står man där, antingen själv eller alla ens bekanta med hus, vovve, villa, volvo utan att man märkt av hur allt det där hände. Vad hände på vägen dit? Vart var man på vägen? Helt sjukt hur tiden bara rinner iväg utan att man märker av det..

It's really crazy how times rushes by, and without noticing it, either you ore every one around you has suddenly grown up, without any notice. Time just rushes by. What happend with the time between that? And with the time until now?
Really crazy how times changes, not only time, but also the people around you.
Sure it would be boring if everything countinued to be the same. I admit that.
But how could that even happend without noticing it? A friend getting married, another graduating, getting their first job, suddenly grown up. Sure, I've been living abroad for the past 1,5years and sure I'vent been the best with keeping in touch with people, but still. What happend? It's like time pass by without anyone noticing.

And also, to take notice to how people around you changes. Sometimes I'm not sure If I'm the one who changed, ore if the surrounding ore people did. Maybe im' just overreacting, that my friend from childhood getting engaged and prob married sooner ore later! It was just like yesterday we use to play around. And now suddenly people are just grown up. Same time, other people, which assumed use to be 'good' friends (what i thought) of yours, changes. Become colder. more ego. and more anti-social.. and mean. not sure what money does with people, ore if its pride, ore jelaousity. not sure what, but some people changes, not always for the better, and it strang what pride can do to them. so it's not always for the better...

But i guess I just miss the 'old times' , what use to be better..since time and people changes. I miss the 'old times.'

Apart from that, any Other news?
Not really.
Life goes on.

It's crazy how times changes

Chapther1

Helt sjukt hur tiden rusar iväg/flyter förbi, utan att man märker av det. Helt plötsligt står man där, antingen själv eller alla ens bekanta med hus, vovve, villa, volvo utan att man märkt av hur allt det där hände. Vad hände på vägen dit? Vart var man på vägen? Helt sjukt hur tiden bara rinner iväg utan att man märker av det..

It's really crazy how times rushes by, and without noticing it, either you ore every one around you has suddenly grown up, without any notice. Time just rushes by. What happend with the time between that? And with the time until now?
Really crazy how times changes, not only time, but also the people around you.
Sure it would be boring if everything countinued to be the same. I admit that.
But how could that even happend without noticing it? A friend getting married, another graduating, getting their first job, suddenly grown up. Sure, I've been living abroad for the past 1,5years and sure I'vent been the best with keeping in touch with people, but still. What happend? It's like time pass by without anyone noticing.

And also, to take notice to how people around you changes. Sometimes I'm not sure If I'm the one who changed, ore if the surrounding ore people did. Maybe im' just overreacting, that my friend from childhood getting engaged and prob married sooner ore later! It was just like yesterday we use to play around. And now suddenly people are just grown up. Same time, other people, which assumed use to be 'good' friends (what i thought) of yours, changes. Become colder. more ego. and more anti-social.. and mean. not sure what money does with people, ore if its pride, ore jelaousity. not sure what, but some people changes, not always for the better, and it strang what pride can do to them. so it's not always for the better...

Other news?
Not really.
Life goes on.

Är det såhär det ska vara

Är det såhär det ska va?
Är det såhär det ska kännas?
känns som att jag håller på att gå sönder.... i tusen bitar... o vet inte hur jag ska pussla ihop allting eller få alla bitarna på plats.
Men, men, det är väl såhär det ska va när man mår dåligt.
men vad gör man?

Is it like this how it's suppose to be?
Is it like it's suppose to feel?
Since it feels like i'm going to break into thousand pieces...
and i've no idea how to put the pieces together. just like broken glass..
i guess this is how it suppose to feel when you are not feeling ok.
atleast i know i'm not going to able to burry that sorrow away.
leave it like dust, or until it becomes dust, and hope that it will stay like that.
but i know that it's not possible. something has to be done.
but when is it going to be better?
and is it ever going to change?


#countingdays


broken pieces, have you ever felt like this?





cat power.


and now, something more positive..
cat power- you are free..
a great song,artist....singer..wonderful in every single way and makes me feel ok for actually a moment. admirable woman.